Again I lost the meaning of love and real life. You friend, I thought that you can understand me well, but there I failed. SORRY!! I have no pain, because am not alone. having love, support, caring. Please don't ask me from where I get it? Life!! you are teaching all chemistry of real life. hopes are deserted but hoping, because I like to be an OPTIMIST. I ask you, what is real? what is unreal? Let me know the meaning of love? But I don't know that is wrong what I dream. I love all what is belong to me, even my cell number, books, my spectacles!! may be am a fool but that is ME. so let me walk in my way where I get pleasure.