Sunday, June 28, 2009

the World's Worst Sins!!

First: Disobedience of Adam and Eve; they ate the forbidden fruit and disobeyed God.
Second : Oedipus, a tragic king of Thebes, who unknowingly killed his father Laius and married his mother Jocasta, they spent about 15 years of happy married life; neither knew the identity of the other. Two sons and two daughters were born to them!!
Third : my talk with my teacher, there I said "I wouldn't that mam, she is not good for teaching" over a phone call without the knowledge to whom I talking. It was she. alas!! She was good in knowledge and I respect her great knowledge but the method of teaching.... I was wrong then. sorry my dear mam! Forgive me, I need your blessing in my way of study. Don't curse me...please. Oh! my God, please say to her. you are almighty.
I thank to my days and life, it teaches new lessons every day which ends its duty.
Oh! Day you my teacher,
Oh! Night you my adviser,
Oh! Dawn you my motivator.

Saturday, June 27, 2009

k for kiss

Pure relationship!! is born and reborn. they were killed by a word. yes I killed. can you guess that sharp word? For me, that was not sharp at all but for them, it was sharp as a knife. you know, my mother taught a meaning and usage of it. I did not know another usage. so I thrust towards.. it killed before I got a reply, there was silence, could not understand even its meaning. deep silence!! I don't know what wrong with me. oh! mother why did you teach me wrong? tell me.... "A" for apple, apple for eating but you failed when you taught "K". K for Kiss and kiss for your mother's cheek, to makes her happy. I do know only the pure meaning of that word, to whom I say? all are kidding so I threw away that word and walk again and again without sound.

Friday, June 26, 2009

to my friends

Heart nearer to minds,
Shaking lips, uttering nothing
Love is a beautiful lamplight,
Sit next to it, but touch not
You accuse God not at all
Burning is our nature!!
Agonizing killing, oh! Sin!!
So leave her alone and walk,
Sans look and utterance
Friends, where I go?
Now, in-between love and pain
Hands are empty, but heart
Beg eternity, immutable hearts
I just like an oyster, same pain,
But not mother of pearl
Heart is hurting,
Tears no more, blood,
Bleeding over eyes
Doors and windows closed,
But I see open-roof and blue sky
We pain and pleasure love once again
Sacrifice ourselves forever
Remember, and pray.

Sunday, June 21, 2009


oh! my lover
veins are bleeding
pain and sorrow
where I dump it
I have lost my pen
oh! even to write it down
hear the cry of womb?
oh! where is my pen?
gives birth to a word
oh! God
give it back...please
my body is freezing
oh! my children
you are the sons of pain
and loneliness
pardon your mother
your last brother died
and me being dead
pardon... pardon...

Monday, June 1, 2009


It's the last Gene
Love is no more
She stepped down
Through the narrow streets
Now there is a blank
Who inherit it?
Nothing equal
Mother of love
Children are here
Taste extremely
Do get relief when we embrace your children
They, words sweat
By the depth of word's passion
Survived by words!
Countless doors open
Spreading love
Pure love!

*our dear writer kamala surayya who died in Pune on Sunday (31.05.2009). she was 75.