I'm searching for real men. Where we find real men!!, you know? That thought came into my mind when I completed high school study, that time, I dare say it was the " age of escaping" from society. Because if I was continuing my mingling with friends. I can never say they were bad but me. It would have ended by tragedy. so I went to Malappuram, one of the districts of Kerala. that was really my turning point of my life in all view. In fact, I was molded by that beautiful atmosphere and friends. In that period of time I could create new type of friendship. But they are all thinking religious things, they connect all affairs of life to heaven. It might be better but really they forgot practical life. I like to keep silence in that "age of orthodox". Later, I realized that life goes again on orthodox way, so again I search new place for freedom. We three friends eluded from there. and lived together around eight months at a small village mixes with sincere people. I say they were "pachamanushyar" (real men)!! That time we were teachers!! we are known as "moulavi", this term used only among Muslim religious leaders. But what we can do!! We thankfully accepted!!